Sometimes, I wonder if I believe in destiny, that we're all predestined to meet who we do and become who we are. It's a silly idea, sure, but I think the human life is so complex that things can't just occur by chance. I can't imagine my life without any of you, and it all seems by chance that I even met you guys.

If I didn't go to PV's office to tell them I didn't get my student directory, they wouldn't have found out I moved, and I would have gone to PV all three years. Which means, by now, I would have a voodoo shrine of JH. Most importantly, I wouldn't have met P (both of you).

If Carolyn had never gotten to know me, she would have still hated me. We would never have become best friends. I would have never met K through her.

In ninth grade, if Cam and I weren't put in the same health class, then be placed in seats that were right next to each other, would we have become friends or just passing acquaintances?

If you step back and think about it, if my parents never divorced and just hung on to their pathetic relationship, my mom would have never married my stepdad. I would have never come to SR. I would have stayed in LA, and maybe eventually go on to date James in highschool.

If I'd stayed in NY instead of moving here, how rich would I be by now from modeling?

B, if you weren't born with such abnormally large eyes, I would never have stared at you during orientation. And you wouldn't have become my first friend there.

So, I can't figure it out. Is life a string of accidents or are we all marching along our preordained road?